Project Sunrise: Day 5

Hi,

Knowing I can't sing the way I used to is somehow devastating 😐
I guess I need to practice and pick a song to cover.

Well.

Project Sunrise: Day 4

Hey,

My mind is still clinging into something in the past and that is not good. Though I make some progress on the other thing I am working on, I still feel bad about myself. It is as if you know what you have to do but don't know how to do it. I know what I want but I don't know where to start. Do I need to seek guidance?

Thanks for listening.

Project Sunrise: Day 3

Hello,

I had the best dream last night. I feel thankful.

See you.

Project Sunrise: Day 2

Hi!

I think, like a lot. But I don't have much to say. I am thrilled but scared. That's probably the word for it. I am also thinking about other things after realizing that one of my closest friend will be having a baby soon. In this time of crisis, it sounds a lot scarier.

Update:
My boss' Instagram story got me crying. Am I worthy now that I am tired of being confused, broken, frustrated, sad, and decided to stop trying so hard?

Project Sunrise: Day 1

Heyho!

I am transitioning towards a new phase/experience in life and therefore will be taking notes of what I feel, one day = one dedicated post (if I am consistent enough 😛). Also considering that my SO is currently away --bless you for what you are doing, love-- I will need to "obsess" over something else, hence killing two birds with one stone.

I feel excited about things that may or may not come. Some friends reaching out yesterday really gave me validation that what I did these past 14 months matter and my purpose works. Here quoting for you:

Being fully present.

The antidote to a world full of distraction is more presence. Presence means being completely here. That means not obsessing about the past or future. Not focusing on other people's lives and what they are doing. But being fully present.

Talk to you tomorrow.