Thursday, April 30, 2020
Hi there,
I feel fine today, I guess.
I'd like to close this project with progress update. So many reds 😅
Thank you for reading this 30 days blabbering content. I miss talking to my SO but this time I think it is best to spend some time alone. We will survive, I believ...
Wednesday, April 29, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 29
Hi,
Today I feel calm it is weird. I read Silmi's blog first thing in the morning. It is the best thing I had this month, I think. She is a remarkable writer.
I guess I need to be strong to...
Tuesday, April 28, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 28
Hi,
I don't feel good today. My head is a wild space and the mind is eager to explore everything. I promise myself not to talk with anyone. Can't take promises lightly as it will make me feel wors...
Monday, April 27, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 27

Heyyy,
I am too immersed in my financial planning I end up forget to come here hahahaha sorry.
Retirement fund balance from current company (along with final settlement) has been shared -> new information means plan adjustment. I need to make a new plan and start juggling. Will start reallocating...
Happy Birthday
Happy birthday, Zuh!
I'd like to repeat the message you gave me as it is beautifully crafted and true.
Every time you reach that crossroad where you could choose to do a different thing, you will notice that there is a fear there, telling you to take the same route you're used to. Give yourself a little time. Ask him questions, then listen.
I like you as simple and human as you ar...
Sunday, April 26, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 26

Heyho,
80 reps of Straight Leg Bicycle is really something.
All my core muscles hurt hahahahahahahah. I can't wait to see the effect of this core training to my 10 km personal best. Soon.
...
Saturday, April 25, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 25
Hey,
It is official that I am now unemployed ✊✊✊
I don't feel like I lose my identity or part of myself, which is surprising since this was what scared me back in Dec last year when making this decision. But maybe it's because it's only been a day 😂😂😂
HBR When Losing Your Job Feels Like Losing Your Self
I feel more anxious towards how I can support myself financially but also have some money...
Friday, April 24, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 24
Hi,
I start to consider mba Ditta's comment on how hard it is looking for the "right" job when you are leaving a considered big public company.
She said that when you are staying in certain position (no role-rotation) for too long and not taking the opportunity to make the effort to stay relevant with current job market, you will end up being a candidate that is: not qualified yet to step up to...
Thursday, April 23, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 23
Hi!
I gotta admit that I started today's yoga exercise with high confidence because my body is very flexible. But... this is something. I have difficulties doing transition between pose. It requires not only flexibility but smooth flow, like dancing (?). It is fun to experience new things and challenging my body's strength and endurance (also I miss long distance running so got to seek for another...
Wednesday, April 22, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 22
Hellooo,
I didn't buy the Avoskin toner, please celebrate this with me 👯👯
Yesterday I am crafting some personal messages for many important people (for me) at the office. I will finish it today. I really enjoy this activity because it makes me feel human: I feel both sad leaving them and feel good...
Tuesday, April 21, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 21

Hi!
Today's menu is toning, I guess by the time this social distancing end, I'll have Kim Kardashian's butt 😂😂😂😂 just kidding. She has strong willpower (and other powers as well) while I don't. Anyway, I am thankful that my past-self impulsively deciding to buy a yoga mat (and grateful for the...
Monday, April 20, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 20
Hello,
Wow this is the 20th day. Didn't expect that I've come this far. This routine actually helps a lot to condition my mind and body, tells them that a new day has come, let's achieve something today.
I am into Billie Eilish's when the party's over recently. You should listen to this duet by Joanna Serenko and Roderick Chambers. Anyway, I always feel better in the morning compared to when the...
Sunday, April 19, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 19
Hari ini telat, keburu tengah hari haha. Masa namanya sunrise tapi publish jam 1 siang. Gatau pula mau cerita apa. Life is good. Calm and nothing much. Oh! Saya tahu. Mau rekomendasi channel youtube aja deh, dulu zaman baru pindah jakarta dan terkaget-kaget sama pengeluaran, channel ini cukup membantu. Meski ga semuanya bisa relate sih karena beda gaya hidup dan lokasi.
...
Saturday, April 18, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 18
Hi,
Woke up feeling sore throughout whole body. Yesterday's workout focused on strength training while this body of mine has no muscles strength. This pain is very well expected haha. Today is recovery day so no workout plan. A bit impulsive early in the morning trying 30 days free trial LinkedIn Premium while still in bed. And then went back to sleep. Leaving bed at 8.30 and now here I am blogging...
Friday, April 17, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 17
Hi,
I am starting to think that I should rewatch Friends. Somehow Blake Shelton's joke at The Voice resemble Chandler's. 💁Well, I love them bot...
Thursday, April 16, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 16

Heyy,
Sometime this week, I started to read Death Note after working hours. It made me feel the excitement, blood rushing thing, when reading such a page-turning work of art. I obviously need to get back into reading. Oh! My package from UK is on its way, yay. It is Liz Climo's latest book, You're...
Wednesday, April 15, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 15
Last night I dreamt of going to the beach for ikan bakar craving.
I am feeling good today...
Tuesday, April 14, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 14
When you have been in demand planning role for almost 4 years and yet could not pass the assessment 😰...
Monday, April 13, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 13
Hi!
With current situation of Corona virus, it is not advisable to go (running) outside. Since I don't have treadmill at home but surely need to stay sane, I am looking for another way to exercise. These past 4 weeks I have been focusing on bodyweight training using Nike Training Club. I have completed one training plan (9 workouts in 4 weeks) and would like to level up. Maybe updating from...
Sunday, April 12, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 12
Hello,
I feel sad today. I cried in the toilet. I need my personal space. I miss my kosan roo...
Saturday, April 11, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 11

Hi,
Last night I finally got to hear his voice again through one hour phone call. I have just realized that the term is significant others because even the smallest act they do play significant role to what you feel the whole day. Or maybe it is just me being extra 😅 I am so glad he is okay.
Another...
Friday, April 10, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 10
Better start re-learning than wasting time overthinking.
But reading comics is FAR MORE INTERESTING. I have caught up with latest release of Detective Conan and now halfway on re-reading Kindaichi Case Files 😅 I left my learning hanging, only have done 1/7 assessment. Will continue once I have...
Thursday, April 9, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 9

Back to square one and I don't know what to expect.
Btw, ini foto terakhir di luar rumah: 11 Mar 2020 sebab 12 Mar sudah WFH. Aku kangen.
...
Wednesday, April 8, 2020
CES 2020

Consumer Electronics Show 2020
Key takeaways from Unilever's News Center
Technology as new form of storytelling
The rise of ad-supported streaming, more content provided in
innovative ways
Privacy policies can be a huge differentiator for consumers
New form of mobility means future of logistic/delivery
Tech...
Project Sunrise: Day 8
Heyyy,
Would like to start the post with good vibes.
I am proud of my self-control in Mar, seeing Q1 actual spend for hura-hura was only +0.1% compared to budget plan. Having Jan started with Surabaya trip, followed by Bali and Lampung in Feb, Mar was sure need to be as cheap as possible. I cut...
Tuesday, April 7, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 7

Hi,
I will certainly miss being called nyet as a form of showing affection 💗 Haaa this makes me sad.
Also, I really hate it when my mind start projecting what I felt during the day into dreams at night. Writing helps. I feel bad for my SO for having to listen to my bad dreams. I hope he is doing...
Monday, April 6, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 6
Hi,
I cried last night, tears of joy, learned that I finally have the capacity to act the way my past self wished I have done, sometime ago. I do make a progress and I am proud of it.
Anyway, I have picked a song to cover. Let me practice a bit then I'll show you 😐...
Sunday, April 5, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 5
Hi,
Knowing I can't sing the way I used to is somehow devastating 😐
I guess I need to practice and pick a song to cover.
Well...
Saturday, April 4, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 4
Hey,
My mind is still clinging into something in the past and that is not good. Though I make some progress on the other thing I am working on, I still feel bad about myself. It is as if you know what you have to do but don't know how to do it. I know what I want but I don't know where to start. Do I need to seek guidance?
Thanks for listenin...
Friday, April 3, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 3
Hello,
I had the best dream last night. I feel thankful.
See yo...
Thursday, April 2, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 2

Hi!
I think, like a lot. But I don't have much to say. I am thrilled but scared. That's probably the word for it. I am also thinking about other things after realizing that one of my closest friend will be having a baby soon. In this time of crisis, it sounds a lot scarier.
Update:
My boss' Instagram...
Wednesday, April 1, 2020
Project Sunrise: Day 1
Heyho!
I am transitioning towards a new phase/experience in life and therefore will be taking notes of what I feel, one day = one dedicated post (if I am consistent enough 😛). Also considering that my SO is currently away --bless you for what you are doing, love-- I will need to "obsess" over something else, hence killing two birds with one stone.
I feel excited about things that may or may...
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